back home

Long time dint come home
its actually did come home
but don really care about wat happen
in the house
busy with fyp, viva, exams
stress everywhere till my whole family
is afraid of stepping my tail
so watever chores just throw it
to my mom n brother
now everything is over
most of it at least
left 2 more papers
but i hv 1 week to rest
come back home
and realise i really do missed out a lot of things
my ee poh passed away i dunno when
my brother is going to ktar college
which is thought he wanted to continue form 6
he had his hand operation (small 1)
a lot of things they had settle without me
feel like i've been neglected
i am not blaming anybody
juzt dat at dat time i m too stressed out
now at home
need to do the house chores
again...
change the bedsheet
mop the floor luckily my bro help to sweep
then wash the toilet
long time dint excercise d
totally different as compared to hostel
at hostel i can wake up at watever time i want
no matter is lunch time or dinner time
at home better wake the latest 1pm or else
u know la... nag nag nag
sat nite slept at 6am
where my dad wake up dat time to market
he is shock bt keep silence
thn nex afternoon where i wake at 3pm
and watch series again
he beh tahan start nag liao
wat 2 do
come back home
no freedom but comfort
at hostel
freedom but no nice food
now sitting in front of the laptop
wondering when shud i start my 304
wondering wen shud i going back to hostel
wondering wat am i going to do after april
wondering wen am i going to die
nono.. i m dead...remember??