shio hu

Plan to go eat 'shio hu' ikan bakar for dinner
cuz dat day saw ppl eat at bali bali
mana chai rw say gt other place eh ikan bakar nt bad
ma go lo..
mirror also gt join since she wan print draft
bt finally bo print tiok oso
then ma go d lo
wahhh!! the view very nice la
got sea view and penang bridge
we sit inside a hut made from dry eh leaves
then take picture
very hiao eh
mirror very luan
keep on talking like a non stop radio
later say hate cat very much
later say cat very cute
later say wan do this wan do dat
later shout ah!! nothing d.. -.-lll
blah blah blah
i don even care about her
keep on enjoyng my ikan bakar
let them talk then i can eat a lot
nt bad la da ikan bakar
bt mirror vegetarian
dunno y she follow oso
bt da orange juice sucks
like gt chao sui eh smell
then talk talk n laugh laugh
then.... finsh d....
suddenly...........
gt things 'pok' drop on my head
i heard da voice but dunno wat is dat
then ma wan drop it down lo
then realize is a lizard on my head!!!
i stay cool n try to make it fall
but it keep on hanging
then i use my 'jue zhao' full power
i shout and laugh and the lizard jump down
finally......
everyone laugh again
then go pay d cum back
sitting here lazy to start my fyp
ma blog lo
long time bo blog d
everyone busy wif fyp
seems like a lot left my fyp
bt seems like i did a lot d
dunno y still feel like a lot to go..
so keep it up reena...
jia you..
i am gonna continue my thesis d...
all my fren out there
don gv up and jia you oso
lets work hard together
then we can play hard!!!
yeah!!!!

contaminated

This blog is contaminated
sometimes when i want to write
i will think
will i hurt anyone writing like this?
then i will think
r they gonna find out wat i mean?
am i using da right word?
am i leaking out my secret?
that's why my blog is getting shorter
and shorter
scared to be seen through
scared to let ppl know how soft r u
scared to let ppl know ur world
u will never know who else view ur blog
view already keep silent act like nothing happen
actually they know wat's happening
now only i know
y some of my frens hide their blog
da only thing i will write in my blog will be
some frustration and dissatisfaction
personal stuffs...
i will prefer like the old days
diary...
the reason to post up in blogs
is to update my fren wat happen to me recently
hoping for their comment
at least i know they care
it has become some kind of bond to stick us together
but there are really a lot of things to write
its juz dat i've forgotten
how to write
my diary full of dust
may be i should go back to the old way..
i don even feel secure with my diary
in my diary i cant even fully express myself
i only can write on many pieces of papers
until my fingers pain
then i tear it and throw it into the dustbin outside
now u know how much i need to do
to protect myself
nobody is gonna enter my world
nobody is gonna fully understand me
except me
and only me...

失败的射手座

一只听着音乐
眼眶水水的
没错我是失败的射手座
要做的绝
我办不到
但非这样做不可
真的好累，好累
隐瞒不下去了
等， 我在等。。
一定可以。。

hide and seek

really dunno y i become like tis
its a no turning back
i nid balancing
don treat me so good
i will run
wen u run, i run
wen u stop,
suddenly i run back
wat am i thinking
again wat i like to say
i hate tis feeling
it feel so wrong
and it feel so right
really nid 2 run away right now
and hide
its like playing hide and seek
i thought u wan 2 play
so i run and hide
u run and search
din realise its a game
there will be a loser
may be i should juz quit
its so wrong and pointless
u scare me off
i knw i am an asshole
but its too much 4 me 2 take
its such a shit ass!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!
already a lot of things to do d
y r u still here
juz fuck off!!!
and leave me alone

don give up

she cried
bcuz of fyp
everything gotta start from zero
honestly if me i really dunno wat 2 do
i really dunno wat 2 do at dat moment
i really don know how 2 console her
wat i can say is...
"u gotta be strong and don ever give up!! "
u have ur family support
u have ur frens support
and my support
i dunno wat else 2 say
feel really wu zhu
dunno how 2 help her also
no matter wat it takes
dont ever give up..
EVER!!!
CHEER UP my friend....