Saturday, 12 November 2011

i m back

At first i thought i m not gonna post anymore....
but....i got my laptop back after 2 years....
as my brother get his new desktop.....

i think i can be panic over small little thing....
working experience doesn't help much....
i panic when i know i gotto settle something that i don't know....
i panic when i cant figure out how am i going to solve the problem....
i panic when everyhting juz out of my plan....
and it end up... i m the therapist, i m the patient....
gotto talk to myself, convince myself, laugh at myself....
the simplest way is juz to "ASK"

and thats my weakness again....
i can ask anything to anyone about casual thing....
but not when i know i nid some1 to do me a favor...
when i nid help....i juz don like to burden ppl....
i get phobia with the phone...
i will sit there staring at the phone
and think about how am i suppose to start a conversation
my hand sweat all over the phone after the conversation
then i will feel such a huge relief...
then i'll say...that was easy......

honestly that was really damn easy
i don even know wat happen to me..............

2 comments:

rongping.lo said...

your simple life not simple..

kampung guy said...

u really need to be steady...
just think of how 1st..